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Blog EntryThe Sentiments of a Young Filipino MD....Apr 8, '08 9:57 PM
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I got this in one of my emails. It reminds me that even with all the entertainment and fandom, I still have to deal with reality and my profession:

I have wondered so many times why a lot of successful doctors are leaving the country. Although I am still young in this profession and have not had that great desire to leave this country... not just yet... I feel worried that foregoing the opportunity to migrate abroad might turn out to be a decision that I will later regret. I'd often think, 'What did these older doctors experience later in their practices which made them decide to abandon it altogether?'
 
Just tonight, I caught a glimpse of the answer to my question. I thought it was just a search for a greener pasture or a desire to give a better future for their children or disgust for the present political climate in our country... but I think it is not that... it is something more basic... something closer to the core of our being.

Just tonight, as I was busy making plans for the coming Conferment Ceremony and surfed the web for packages for video and photo coverages, I remembered the stupendous amount that the movie stars charge for their services. I heard that for one young actor, half day  of picture shoots would amount to P80,000. Then I remembered those times when we did operations for patients for the same duration and I don't get half as much for professional fees... and I am dealing with LIVES here! ...Precious lives! Then I remembered how my husband would try to package professional fees so that it becomes very affordable for patients... and sometimes, he even feels cheated when he sees that  the cellphones of the relatives of the patient cost 3x the professional fee that he is charging... and looking at the packages of these videos and photos which costs 3-4x our PFs, I begin to wonder, are we  shortchanging ourselves as doctors?

Then I remembered that conversation I had with a businessman who said, "You doctors are in a very noble profession, that is why it is sometimes disheartening when other doctors charge so much for their professional fees."

For some reason, something inside me rebelled about that idea. Something inside me was angered. Here I am in front of a man  who charges quite a hefty sum for recreational activities and feels that it is justified since these people have the money to spend for such hobbies and yet points an accusing finger to us doctors when we charge the same amount for taking care of their health...of their lives.

Did it not ever occur to him that just like him, we have our families to feed? Just like him, we have children to send to school to? Just like  him, we have rents and amortizations to pay? Just like him, we needed financial security which we can hope to depend on when we can no longer work?

But unlike him, we had to spend more than 20 years in school, being  dependent on our parents, not being able to earn a decent income until we are in our late 30s or even 40s, spend gruelling hours trying to figure out the human body and even have to push marriage and building a family much later in our lives. We have sacrificed so much for this noble profession because deep in us, there is that desire to serve others. Yet, should this sacrifice be bled out of us?
 
It is a cliche... one that will make our classmates snicker... "I wanted to become a doctor to serve others." Yet, we know deep in us, at the core of our being that it is a reason which we can  never deny. Of course there are other much baser needs that crop up with this fundamental reason. Along the way, the much baser reasons become predominant and then we become practical beings....then we realized that unlike those who join the religious congregation in order to serve others, we do not have a community who will support us... We have to support ourselves and our families. Then the pressure of the material world sets in, because we are but mere mortals who also have to satisfy our basic needs of food, clothing and shelter. And on top of that, education, financial security and retirement funds. Then we realize that we have allowed ourselves to be burdened with so much pressure in our lives... with stress which is inherent in our profession because we deal with lives...that even as we go home, we still think of our patients or what's wrong with them... how come our interventions are not working... have we made the wrong diagnosis? And of course, if we could not figure out the problem then the patients and their relatives will again burden us with their expectations...which sometimes prove too much since as I said, we are just mere mortals and not God. If something goes wrong, the hungry media and some unscrupulous lawyers are just too  eager to point a finger to the "erring" doctor. But when we do get to succeed in our mission of providing healing to their ailing bodies, and we charge them with our professional fees, we could not charge too much because it would be unethical... since we did something noble... we should not be paid too much lest the nobleness fades. But for those who feel that they are justified in asking for the amount that they charge thinking that what can be more precious in a person's life but life itself, the patient gets shocked and feels resentment towards his doctor. How dare you, doctor enrich yourself out of other people's sufferings! Then market-price bargaining resembling that found in Divisoria suddenly makes you feel degraded and unappreciated.

That leads me back to my nostalgic thoughts of the professional fees of some movie stars who just needed to host an affair for one hour and gets paid P150,000. Not so for the cardiologist who took care of the patient for a week or the surgeon who operated for more than one hour or for the anesthesiologist who paralyzed and ventilated the patient so that the surgery can be performed on the patient.... which of course, is just "putting the patient to sleep"...How difficult and complicated can that be? No, we cannot charge as much as that movie star... If only we could, a lot of us would be> millionaires by now.

Now, I no longer wonder why doctors leave the country. There is just too much pressure placed on their shoulders... that at one point in their busy, successful career, they just wanted to be out... to breath some fresh air, to slow down... to be out of the rat  race... to have that lifestyle with the promise of more quality in their lives.
 
Besides, there is no pension plan for doctors here. You can still finddoctors way beyond their retirement years walking along the corridors of the hospitals, with silver hairs, or worst... balding heads. For some, it is a matter of survival, you stop working, you stop earning... you stop earning, you stop living the lifestyle that you got used to. For others, retirement is simply not an option... they have been in the profession for too long... to just be uprooted from the environment is like uprooting a plant and letting it die. I have seen how some deteriorated and wilted like a plant just after retirement. They just had their entire lives revolving in their noble profession that they find themselves useless without it. Others are forced into retirement by some disabling disease like stroke, myocardial infarction, Alzheimer's. Then depression sets in... Perhaps this is the scenario that some doctors wanted to avoid in their future  lives... that is why they are taking control of it while they still can...

For me, there is no judgment here. Because I think I now caught a glimpse of what's going on in these doctor's heads... And perhaps even in my own head?.... My apologies to those whose heads do not contain these thoughts. :)

Nagsesenti lang po... Kasi nagsisisi akong di ako nag-artista.

-Lanie
Ma. Leilani T. Andres-Relucio

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ginniefaustino wrote on Apr 8
it's the same thing with nurses, especially now that there is a lack of nurses in industrialized countries where the population is growing old.

the situation in the country isn't getting better either. with all the hulabaloo about inflation and the stronger peso, the fact is: prices of commodities are still going up and people afford less and less everyday. and we can't all be astute businessmen or pretty actors.

we can't blame people for wanting to be better off. i should know, I am one of them.

=)K
pinoyavenger wrote on Apr 9
Nagsesenti lang po... Kasi nagsisisi akong di ako nag-artista.
i know this is a serious exposition and all but this part made me laugh!
hathor2 wrote on Apr 9, edited on Apr 9
i remember being in line in metrobank and some old lady was yapping away about how steep prof fees are now a days, haler, naka scrubs ko nun, sabi ko, eh sinisingil lang po nila yung binayad nila sa medschool, tameme ang lola. nag agree naman sakin yung cashier, pag di sya nag agree sakin, withdrawhin ko bigla pera ko from my 2 accounts with them! i mean you know the point of the letter you found circulating on the internet is how tough life is being in the 3rd world, period. regardless of being in the allied medical profession i.e. a PT like myself or a med grad like myself as well (haler kamusta naman i work in a call center) mahirap magkapasyente ngayon, patayan magkasurgery lang. and regardless if one has their own enterprise or in another profession we are in the 3rd world, mahirap lang tayo. kung sa states nga eh ang hirap din magpatingin sa doctor without being insured, just think that the thousands of pesos that turn to hundreds of thousands of pesos we spend in doctor's/ hospital bills would have been deposited over time and thus reimbursed if we had a decent healthcare plan and insurance, eh hello third world nga
tatcee wrote on Apr 10
Dr. Won won it was good to read your post. It makes you reflect on the state of health care in the country and how the government promotes its people as commodities. Other countries export oil, electronics and food. The Philippines I am ashamed to say is one of the very few that exports people.

The state of health care is decaying and health care professionals are not given incentives to stay. My brother is a nurse and will be leaving the country. My sister in law is a doctor but currently working as a nurse in California. When will the exodus end?

just a few thoughts on the above. =)
drronrosero wrote on Apr 10
it's the same thing with nurses, especially now that there is a lack of nurses in industrialized countries where the population is growing old.

the situation in the country isn't getting better either. with all the hulabaloo about inflation and the stronger peso, the fact is: prices of commodities are still going up and people afford less and less everyday. and we can't all be astute businessmen or pretty actors.

we can't blame people for wanting to be better off. i should know, I am one of them.

=)K
Yeah, I can definitely directly relate to this email. At least physicians can still be credited for saving their lives. Not only are there complaints about dentist's fees, we get blamed for the problems caused by negligent patients as well.

For example: there is a common misconception that root canals are painful. Enough to make you wince, huh? But in reality, it's what causes the need for a root canal treatment that's painful. I've done more than a few painless root canal treatments and the rest only suffered brief sensitivity. It makes me wonder what the other dentists are doing to make the treatment painful.

No wonder dentists have a higher suicide rate than policemen in the US.
drronrosero wrote on Apr 10
i know this is a serious exposition and all but this part made me laugh!
Heheh yeah. Can you imagine how wealthy we'd be if we were in that line of work? :P Tara! Let's go make independent films na lang!
drronrosero wrote on Apr 13
hathor2 said
i remember being in line in metrobank and some old lady was yapping away about how steep prof fees are now a days, haler, naka scrubs ko nun, sabi ko, eh sinisingil lang po nila yung binayad nila sa medschool, tameme ang lola. nag agree naman sakin yung cashier, pag di sya nag agree sakin, withdrawhin ko bigla pera ko from my 2 accounts with them! i mean you know the point of the letter you found circulating on the internet is how tough life is being in the 3rd world, period. regardless of being in the allied medical profession i.e. a PT like myself or a med grad like myself as well (haler kamusta naman i work in a call center) mahirap magkapasyente ngayon, patayan magkasurgery lang. and regardless if one has their own enterprise or in another profession we are in the 3rd world, mahirap lang tayo. kung sa states nga eh ang hirap din magpatingin sa doctor without being insured, just think that the thousands of pesos that turn to hundreds of thousands of pesos we spend in doctor's/ hospital bills would have been deposited over time and thus reimbursed if we had a decent healthcare plan and insurance, eh hello third world nga
With the way people complain about the professional fees, it makes you wonder why they don't just take care of themselves so that they don't end up sick later on. If more people considered the value of these professional services, maybe proper healthcare plans can be implemented.

Unfortunately, HMO's are still corporations bent on making money and still skimp on what they pay the doctors. We are forced to compensate by volume instead and some end up compromising the quality of service just to handle the volume. I'm just glad I haven't gotten to that point. :-S
drronrosero wrote on Apr 13
tatcee said
Dr. Won won it was good to read your post. It makes you reflect on the state of health care in the country and how the government promotes its people as commodities. Other countries export oil, electronics and food. The Philippines I am ashamed to say is one of the very few that exports people.

The state of health care is decaying and health care professionals are not given incentives to stay. My brother is a nurse and will be leaving the country. My sister in law is a doctor but currently working as a nurse in California. When will the exodus end?

just a few thoughts on the above. =)
And unlike other developed countries, where they sent people to learn in schools so they can apply the knowledge in their respective nations, people here are sent to work as menial labor in dead-end jobs for minimal pay. And these include some professionals as well! And yet, it's still better for them to work there than having to starve here in spite of being uprooted from their families and estranging friends.

Sometimes the prospect of leaving the country again tempts me...
hathor2 wrote on Apr 13
just finished michael moore's sicko, this gov't patterns what it does with what the united states does, even our gov't forms are the same as in the states, i realize that the french, the brits, norwegians, cubans, and canadians would have problems as with all governments. hmo's are evil incarnate, here and abroad, i would sacrifice 50-60 of my income to tax (like alot of european countries) if i knew it would go where it should, i.e healthcare, the police, etc, lahat kasi tayo kanya kanya, nuon pa yan, panahon pa ng kastila.
EXCEPT IN OSPITAL NG MAYNILA, after presenting a bona fide barangay certificate certifying that one is a tax paying manila resident, hospital stay, doctor's fee, food, are free.
hathor2 wrote on Apr 13
Sometimes the prospect of leaving the country again tempts me
hahaha, after losing a job application/promotion to a guy that is really incredible for the post we were applying for, clinched by my batch mate's recent wedding, i have decided to work on leaving the country and work as a physical therapist, if i can be a doctor again, that would be great but now, i would have to think of my future.
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